stop. i cant. why?

STOP.
saying things you dont' mean. calling me when your drunk. you dont' have to remeber the false promises and empty hopes or feel the real emotions but i do. giving me those weird looks at school. messing with my head. making me shake. make me slightly nausous. making me feel stupid. stupid in love. hurting me. dissapointing me. looking so hot. abusing your body with drugs and alchohal. beings so easy to constantly thing 'what if' about. treating my heart like your punching bag. calling me 'the bitch' and 'mudshark' when if anything i should be the one who hates you. leading me on without ever talking to me. looking at me in the hallways. making my life hell at times. making every love song about you. being so damn gorgeous.

cause im always given.
here waitin while your living.
i need a new beggin.
-it takes more by jordin sparks

I CAN'T.
stop thinking about you. say no to you playing with my heart. trying to get in my pants. look at you in the hallway. stop trying and get your attention sometimes. not look all around if at a socail event until i see you. stop caring what you think about me.stop 'loving' you. stop hating you. stop caring.

was i the only one who fell in love?
there never really was the two of us.
maybe my all just wasnt good enough.
-was i the only one by jording sparks

WHY.
hurt me. party so hard. not care about other people.do i care about you so much? did you have to be the one. can't i get over you? do you hurt so bad? do u have such an affect on me? do i have to go through this heartache? doesnt the heart break even.

take a bow, cause you've taken everything else.
you played the part, and like a star you played it so well.
take a bow, cause this scene is coming to an end.\
-take a bow by leona lewis